🗓️The month that brought me jaeho✨

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I still remember the first time I talked to Jaeho. It was December 22nd, early in the morning. We talked for about an hour and a half. I felt comfortable with him almost instantly. His voice was incredibly soft and soothing, and it made me feel calm in a way I didn’t expect.

He was usually online at dawn, which made it difficult for us to stay in touch consistently. At that time, I didn’t have feelings for him yet. I just liked the way his voice made me feel.

Two days later, he asked if we could call, but I was already asleep. Then three days after that, I purposely woke up around the time he was usually online, hoping we could talk. But that day, he wasn’t there. The next day, he finally replied and asked if we could call the following day. When I asked what time, though, he suddenly disappeared again.

The day after that, he randomly asked what I was doing. Of course, I was already asleep by then. He always seemed to be online at dawn, and somehow our timing just never matched.

The next day, I asked him if he wanted to call. He took a long time to reply. Even though he said he wanted to, he could only call two hours later. By then, I couldn’t stay awake anymore, and I fell asleep first.

Finally, on the 31st, we had our second conversation. I had waited for him for an hour that day too. But when we finally talked, I felt really happy. His voice still had the same soft, comforting feeling. Maybe even more than before.

That was the moment I realized something had changed. I liked his voice even more than I did the first time. And slowly, I could feel myself becoming more comfortable… and more drawn to him.

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